When you've been 2 inches from the glass for so long you don't remember ever having been apart. It's really easy to run right into it or not realize there's glass there at all.
Only natural to think you're looking straight out into the open air with no barriers in the way.
No hurdles, no challenges.
But it's a sleight of hand, a trick of the eye.
Cause when you run right into it it's going to hurt all right.
This whole damn world feels kind of scary.
If you look too close at the cosmos spinning. Just too chaotic, too high risk. Like at any moment something bad will click.
I've recently lost a lot of things.
Feels like learning how to ride a bicycle without training wheels again.
When I would fly on airplanes I used to do the crosswords with my left hand. Look like I had epilepsy I'm sure. They say that's a good way to rewire your brain. Do tasks a completely different way.
I brushed my teeth with the left hand this morning while telling myself I love you in the mirror. I did it because some old schlep on the internet said it was a guaranteed cure, I don’t know for what.
I have fewer people's opinions to ask what from. Having to stand on Bambi legs in pond scum.
They say reality is only the consciousness you choose to cling to. So I can choose to let go of the cling whenever I feel like it too.
Going to start another round of Cerebrolysin.
Bought more lotto for me and a girlfriend. Money flows to me easily.
No limitations unless you decide there are.
Damn what a low low bar.
Had a kind of ache in the gut all day.
Took a little drive to clear it all away. Sometimes it's the glass getting in the way.
I'm not an influencer or Bob Givens.
I'm just genuine-hearted and simple living.
You can't seem to get to the things you need to do. Maybe it's because you haven't finished doing the things you need to.
Let’s draw a fucking money tsunami.
I also got my gym membership. Money, money, money.